mercy

January 2, 2020

Last night before bed I was reading one of my favorite stories in the Bible, and this story always brings me peace.


In Genesis 37-50 we read of the life of Joseph, a young man who knew what trials and hardship really were. He was thrown in a hole by his own brothers, sold into slavery, falsely accused of a crime, and then thrown into a prison and ultimately forgotten. How could he still have hope? It amazes me when reading this wonderful story how he didn’t become a bitter and mean person. We see him from being thrown into a pit, all the way to being second in command over all of Egypt. It is such a beautiful story and in the middle of the storms of life, I am given such hope because of one sentence…

Genesis 50:20 You intended to harm me, but God intended it for good to accomplish what is now being done, the saving of many lives.

At this point of the story Joseph is speaking to his brothers who had caused him so much pain. Joseph had revealed who he was to them and reminded them of God’s goodness not only for his life, but so many people he was given charge of during the famine. Joseph had the opportunity to take his revenge on his brothers. With such a famine in the land he could have easily said no, I won’t give you food to take to your people, but Joseph was able to see that all of his hardships had come full circle and he knew that God had made a way. God allowed the pit, being sold, thrown in prison, and was with him every step of the way. Without all the things he had been through, there would be no provision for them.

I look back at my own life, the things that I’ve walked through and its been the hand of God through ever failure, every sin, and every victory. Through these moments in my life God has cleared a path and allowed me to live. There are things in my past that have hurt and cut me to the bone. Times when I absolutely was sure that God couldn’t or wouldn’t hear me. Today I look around and see what he’s done for me. I am by no means where I should be, but like Joseph every single heartache, failure and victory has been God’s amazing grace leading me to where I need to be. So I pray for the ones who can’t seem to see a way out of the “pit” of life. I pray that they will see Your hand in all their struggles, and as they seek You, I ask that You clear a path.❤️

New Year, New Ideas

The year of 2019 has been the most difficult year of my life, as of yet any way. The Lord has walked with me through many things this year. The death of my earthly hero, my dad. The man who loved me most on this earth. He taught me how to pray, taught me the word & loved me at my worst. In this life he was a beautiful example of Jesus to me, even in his flaws. I’ve told people that in 2019 there were only 6 good days ( I’m aware that’s false, but man) the first 5 were before my dad died on Jan. 6 & the other was the day my first grandchild was born May 21st. Yes, I suppose that may seem like an exaggeration but the lessons that have been taught to me are life changing. Days I felt as if I were drowning, days I went to bed praying I just wouldn’t wake up (truth) & days that were absolutely beautiful. I have decided that the best thing I could do would be to share some of my lessons, good and bad in hopes of giving someone else hope. Things are in the planning phase right now, this website, a podcast and other new ideas all just to show people you ARE NOT ALONE & Jesus is ENOUGH! My prayer is that you are touched and given hope, peace and the ability to share your story too.